But I am sure that most Americans know very little about religion because the church is so busy trying to get young people to darken their doors that they want to be sure that they don't bore them. I don't know what is coming down the pike but it won't be like I knew it to be.
Debbie came this morning and did my hair and she was thrilled to get the dining room chairs. We loaded some of them in her car. I had promised them to Greg Lowry but he and Layne came yesterday and he said he couldn't use them but he was going to put them in a garage sale he was having today. I said no that someone else wanted them --and Debbie had already said that she was sorry that she had not spoken up before. I said Layne never apologized for her previous conduct but she probably wanted to buy something so she was determined to get some big sellers for the garage sale. It is a cinch that she was not doing it for Greg; she only does for herself at all times. She has caused me so much pain lately that I refused to be anything but surface polite and could have been talking to mere strangers. I have wasted my last bit of worry on her.
I wrote a card to Julia Warren on Mama's birthday and said that we had messed up Mama's family so badly--all of us. I don't know why I did it but I wanted her to know that I feel terrible about being a part of it on her birthday. It is a terrible tribute to her, as a Mother.
Back to the book today.
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